If it's not one thing then it's another. The sun will come out tomorrow right?

I hate that all of my posts lately have felt whiney. I hate feeling that way in general, but it really has been hard with this pain for the last four weeks. Yes, I am still in pain, and I am still only chewing on one side of my mouth. Go figure. Now that my tooth is starting to feel better, I have discovered a painful swollen area between my cheek and gum and I am worried that it is some kind of infection or abscess. So back to the dentist I shall go, and I still have an appointment next week to have the monster cavity filled. argh. sheesh! This being pregnant thing is so great, and I love it, but it is hard to enjoy it the way that I want to when I am constantly in pain. Maybe that is just how it is, I don't know. All I know is that I spent some time last night crying, and all I could say is " I am just so tired. I am just so tired of hurting. I just want to wake up one morning and not be in pain." I must have looked pitiful, because poor Blake was being so nice to me. I feel like I have prayed so hard for things to get better, and I have been trying to do everything that I can to move things along. Now I guess my options are another visit to the dentist, and maybe a blessing. I will always have sympathy for people with tooth pain for here until forever. I feel that I could go insane! lol! I really am pretty happy though. I just wanted to get out all of my frustrations and vent so that I do not have to hang onto and dwell on those feelings. I want to focus on how great it is to feel her kick, and how weird it is to see myself get a little bit bigger all the time. She really is a miracle, and I thank God that he is trusting us with her.